just came back to school from break. got some grades today after finals. this is the worst my grades have ever been and i am not proud of it at all. i’m looking of a point where my junior year results might as well be more of csu material than uc material. that’s something i really don’t want and something i know my parents are not going to be proud of. what is my future going to be like? how are they going to react? why did i even do this to myself? i’m filled of regret. /dissapointed in myself and if i could take it back, i would, but i can’t. please be on my side second semester. need the grades, badly. fucked up, fucked up real bad. just have to make good choices from now on.